January 2010
leaving soon.
Jan 1st
December 2009
-boatsandbirds: I’ve been cleaning all day. Wow, for once i’m not freezing. New years.. I miss 2008. Other than new people, 09 was pretty lame. I’m gonna make sure 2010 is fucking awesome :) That means getting out of the house as much as possible, making new best friends, and not giving a shit :D I’m stoked :) 2008 summer, was the best.
Dec 31st
im kind of shakey.
and i dont like it, why does everything have to make me so nervous. oh well. hmm 2009 was pretty boring, i mean it was fun, but boring.  ive changed some things in my life, and the way i do things, so im pretty sure 2010 will be a lot better. hopefully ill hang out with friends a lot more.  stop staying home, stop getting so freaked out about everything. i really hate that. and i hope tonight goes...
Dec 31st
154) Anxiety is ruining my life.
lyndseyjanee: heroesrebel: thelovelybones: nostalgicdreams:sincerementprecious:theblogforyou
Dec 31st
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i think
i slept wrong, my back is KILLING me.
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step one
make bed /check.
Dec 31st
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of course.
i woke up at 7, and im extremely tired. guess i should take off this day old eyeliner, and clean my room. maybe even clean my hamsters cage, its been a few weeks. i feel bad.
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how to tame the beast
my kitty is going physco, going to death closet where i bet there are spiders, and she wont listen. finally i held her for about 5 minutes she couldn’t get free she got pissed. then went back to the closet, well i blocked off the closet and she keeps trying. :( i think she may have got the hint, but shes really quite mad at me. she runs when i come near. oh well, its for her own safety...
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fml
i ran out of kitty litter.
Dec 31st
:(
Dec 31st
cat ripped a pair of my vans . rage. oh well im getting another pair soon anyways. oh my love for vans.
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
i really hate the smell
of my cat after she uses the litter box. gag.
Dec 30th
How Sappy
nooneknowsmyname: Over the years I’ve met some of the greatest people. They became my friends, no questions asked. They’re there for me and they care enough to ask how I’m feeling. I’m not talking about every single one of my friends though. I’m talking about the best. The ones that squirm when I poke them, the ones that I will never ever go ice skating with again, the ones that are completely...
Dec 30th
im so happy.
i love it.i love good music that i used to listen to. i love my best friends. i love everything right now.
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
ive never done well with cutting off all ties.
Dec 30th
pathetic.
haha you told me you were home, so i put down what i was doing and got on the computer, waiting for you to get on.  when you said you were home, you meant you were back at your grandpas. i had finally got back in the mood to clean. but now tumblr has sucked me in again. im odd.
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
until you hold my hand.
im happy and enthused for some reason. im not sure why. your quiet lately, is something up, or is it just how you are right now. i should be cleaning like i said i was going too but im not, and your going to sleep for a long time because you told me to wake you up when im done, // fail. new years resolution equals try to eat healthier, work out, and get in shape. lets see how far this goes.
Dec 30th
getupgetupgetup.
Dec 30th
thirtythreeminutes
and i still have not got up.
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Dec 30th
plans.
-straighten hair. -clean room// bathroom. -clean out my hamsters cage. -get ready. -take pictures. but i don’t have the urge to do any of this.
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Dec 30th
lonely.
so im going to take a shower finally, and maybe you will reply . by the time i get back.
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i am
extremely happy for some reason. downloading a lot of miley cyrus songs, dont judge. heh. (:
Dec 29th
“watch this video, shes really pretty” “Connie you think everyone is really pretty” heh.
Dec 29th
stop complaining
please, it takes time okay. im not even worried about it.
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getting off
i know its early, but im bored. and no one seems to be on the computer. whats happening to the world, is everyone becoming active and having a life oh no. hah im such a loser. goodnight.
Dec 29th
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